我們的秘密
德珊卡‧馬克西莫維奇
我永遠不會向人們談論你的一切
我永遠不會向他們傾訴
是否你只是我人生中的一個過客
亦或是我生命中的摯愛
是否那些一同走過的日子
在我們的美夢和希望中烙下了何等的痕跡
我永遠不會向他們傾訴
是否我們已擺脫了孤獨、渴求、倦乏
是否曾深愛著對方
是否曾芳心相許
亦或彼此傷害
我永遠不會向他們傾訴
是否那漾在彼此眼中的笑意
曾彙聚為璀璨的星河
是否皆是不由自主
亦或靈犀相通
我永遠不會向他們傾訴
是否是生的渴望和死的畏懼
讓我們十指緊扣
是否我們曾嚮往快樂甚於悲傷
我甚至不能發出一個音節
來為我們糾結纏繞著一個世紀的靈魂做些什麼
是選擇終結的毒藥
亦或是拯救的解藥
是你
讓我無法向一個靈魂表白
心中有一曲永恆彈唱著的歌謠
是否如輕風微醺似沐春的森林
亦或安靜哀傷似我
他嘈雜而寧靜地伴隨著我
哦，我無法向一個靈魂表白
在我心中彈唱的曲子輕快還是憂傷
我寧願他和我共同把沉默留給這片淨土
這個有著日復一日的晨昏暮旦的地方
這個喜悅和傷痛都同樣溫暖的地方
這個埋藏著此人和他薄如蟬翼的夢的地方
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Our Secret
D. Maksimovic
I won’t be telling people about you.
I won’t tell them whether you were just
an acquaintance of mine, or a dear friend;
nor what kind, nor whether at all
in our dreams and longings
these days left a trace.
I won’t tell them whether out of loneliness,
thirst, tiredness, nor whether ever
any of us loved the other;
nor whether our heart
over us
or over others
sometimes ached.
I won’t tell them about the harmony
that often joined our eyes
into a yearning constellation;
nor whether I or you were willing
for it to happen –
or it was all the same to us.
I won’t tell them whether life
or fear of death
brought our hands together;
nor whether we preferred
the sound of laughter to
murmur of tears.
I won’t even sound a single syllable,
what could’ve, nor whether something could’ve
entangled and united
our souls throughout the entire century;
nor whether this that came about
is a poison or cure
for what used to be.
I won’t tell a soul about
the song that’s, because of you,
eternally playing inside me:
whether it heartily intoxicates
like our forests in the Spring;
or, quiet and sad
it’s eloquently silent within me.
Oh, I won’t tell a soul
whether a merry or a hurting
song is playing inside me.
I’d prefer her and me to
leave unspoken
to the place where with the same light
dawn and night and day shine;
where both happiness and excruciating pain
are equally warm;
where both man and his dream
are made of the same eternal tissue.
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背景音樂:George.Winston 《夜之邊緣》
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花了兩個小時在書架前找一首喜歡的詩卻找不到還真沮喪。
那時候就能理解為什麼很少人看詩：要找到一首符合自己喜好的詩好難！
還好最後找到了這首（不過是在網路上找到的，圖書館資料豐富雖好，有時卻讓人不知從何下手orz）
D*
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