ko-ko cu-ca Mockingbird

我愛我生命中的晦冥時刻

里爾克

我愛我生命中的晦冥時刻，

它們使我的知覺更加深沉；

像批閱舊日的信札，

我發現我那平庸的生活已然逝去，

已如傳說一樣久遠，無形。

我從中得到省悟，

有了新的空間，

去實踐第二次永恆的生命。

有時，我像墳頭上的一棵樹，

枝繁葉茂，在風中沙沙作響，

用溫暖的根須擁抱那逝去的少年；

他曾在悲哀和歌聲中將夢失落，

如今我正完成著他的夢想。

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I love the dark hours of my being
in which my senses drop into the deep.
I have found in them, as in old letters,
my private life, that is already lived through,
and become wide and powerful now, like legends.
Then I know that there is room in me
for a second huge and timeless life.

But sometimes I am like the tree that stands
over a grave, a leafy tree, fully grown,
who has lived out that particular dream, that the dead boy
(around whom its warm roots are pressing)
lost through his sad moods and his poems.

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希望有天我能達到這首詩中的情境。

不過目前還達不到，代表我還年輕啦哈哈哈。

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